Lately I just haven’t been in tune with this whole diet and exercise thing.  I know I should be and trust me, I want to be but maybe i’m not ready.  I stay up late at night to finish, start or continue various projects.  The kids still get up in the middle of the night (which is frustrating and expected).  I find myself to be tired during the day and manage to get day-to-day things done but nothing else above that.

I’m not complaining and I know I just need to “do it” but how to start and get serious about it?  In my book there’s always tomorrow.  But sheesh, if I would have taken one of those “tomorrows” and turned it into a “today”, I just might be further ahead.

Then there’s the whole temptation to take diet pills.  I’m not blind.  I see the ads everywhere and I must say it looks like mana to a hungry person.  Still, what to do?

I don’t want to get gastric bypass surgery (not that there’s anything wrong with it).  I would like to be able to do it myself.  I want to stop tearing my body apart before it gets to the point of no return and my only option from that point *is* surgery.  Know what I mean?

Went down the isle at Sam’s Club the other day and found the section of diet aids. The bottle with the name Lipovox jumped out at me. I read the back of it and it contains natural things like cayenne pepper and flaxseed oil. It is tempting but the jury still isn’t out yet for me as to what to do.

Holla if you have body issues (because this girl sure does)!